CONSPIRACY TO KEEP ONE REPRESSED

   Conspiracy to keep me Repressed Draft 2
       &  E-bay sales  

Monday 23 January 2012


Conspiracy is going to work against one, they are going to keep me repressed and poor, preventing me from earning money whether that is by keeping one out of work or repressed within work, keeping me poor. They against me from getting  anywhere in life, against any progress in any shape or form. Whether that is academic progress or personal or career wise. One is kept repressed. 


They have made sure that my employment is met with difficulties, mostly tormented by there presence, hence forcing me out of work to bringing question to ones performance. One is kept unemployed and unemployable, to bringing about issues at work, friction with colleagues, issues regarding wages, my abilities to curbing my progress hence discrimination. 


They prefer me to be poor, making sure that I have no or little source of income, mostly living on benefit. Not sure about all aspects of there conspiracy where one is unable to check every single detail and to read ever piece of article or rules and regulations, it is all just to long and one has implants to deal with and other aspects of ones life which one must be attended to. 


They are a conspiracy and I guess able to create rules & regulations to suite there needs, bound to conspire against ones employment. They are living in ones head, knowing what one is doing at anyone time, watching one knowing ones mind and thoughts, knowing what is said to one and able to disturb the mind to prevent further association or communication. They refuse to get out of my head, 
and have disturbed one in all task and jobs that one has had in ones life. 


One has to deal with them to argue against them, they like arguing in ones head and distracting one from the task at hand to mess up what ever it is one is doing, and to have one mental and angry. One has to deal with there presence the torment, with them all pressuring one, that pressure has an context but it is pressure the context being marriage but there objective is to pressure the mind. 


They have always pressured one but, pressure is an subject which one has to write about but suffix to say they are learning and experimenting to pressure one with the implants, conspiracy, with events in ones life and using events using natural things to creating problems resulting in one being very much pressured. 


There is a lot of control over ones life, forcing me out of work, into being isolated and very much repressed, to making mistakes and into errors, leading to an termination of contract or dismissal from ones job. They are against any form of progress in any shape or form, questioning one as to why one should bother, or as to the point of ones ambitions.  They are against any career choices, 
whilst academically, they question ones mind & deter me from progressing wanting to reason to there being no point. 


They will not recognize that one would not get an job, that one is too old or one is thick and not capable arguing it would take too long. 

Besides one has always taught ones self and they do not want to recognise that one is capable or intelligent they want one mixed up and consider thick. Torment to that of mental torture prevents me from progressing and learning properly 
with such academic progress, they are just able to prove that they know better, 
or ones knowledge of an subject is incomplete. They wish to employ methods and tactics which keeps one tormented and disturbed. 


This conspiracy has forced me to drop out of my degree course, to slowing down if not giving up on other avenues of progress and other aspects of ones life. 
One is forced to give up on that which one would normally do in life, including ones social life. They attempt to justify there stance, hating one in the process arguing it is war, to finding reasons to be against one which just gets more numerous through time. 


They all just insist on wanting me married and that I need not do anything or worry about anything they would sort it out or deal with it and give one an sum of money make a deal which I refuse and reject and is raised as an another paper. Alas they regard one as being insane for not getting married and want one insane for rejecting there marriage, and deal, and refusing to become race bound.  They will keep one isolated repressed and disturbed until one bends to there terms and conditions.   

 
One has had several jobs over the last 10 years but short lived, where one is forced to live with there presence and having to deal with there presence in ones head, there conspiracy. Watching one and conspiring to control all aspects of ones life. They conspire to control ones head to being abusive calling one thick and are full of hate, intent on having one inferior and to bend to them in there want for marriage. 


Logically there presence in my head proves conspiracy, there intentions to know my every thought to watch my every move,to interfere with ones brain ones mind hence my life which implies a refusal to recognise my rights or anything about me, which means they will treat me unfairly thus an issue of discrimination is an issue of conspiracy, or vice versa. It is an fact that they consider one to be thick, that they hate one hence will treat one unfairly. There presence proves there intentions to use implants for its very purpose, whilst to 
discriminate is to conspire where more then one person are co-operating to act against one.  


Suffix to say one is driven out of work via conspiracy, to be kept repressed and poor, by one means or the other where ones progress is curbed in every shape or from. Nobody but an organisation would concern about ones progress, where they want one thick incompetent and insane or mixed up in the head. Thus conspiring to keep one repressed,to the pressure, the torment and mental torture all of which just represses ones mind ones brain ones thoughts. 


Ones is forced to be considered lazy, an thick person or one without ambition, 
a slacker whom will never make it in life or be successful. Problem with that is that one has an brilliant mind with genius ideas on the move. But an idea or a written masterpiece still needs to be recognise, published and released, alas all of which is very much compromised by there presence.    


I still need to earn money, earn an living, but normal sources of income are conspired against, prevented whilst what ever one does to earn an living will be blocked any new schemes or ideas will be blocked but if they work and are successful such avenues would be taken as there own. They will want to make money for themselves, and would find someone else whom would profit from such means of making money. Whether that is an business idea or an genius or theory that one has, they will allow others to profit. 


They warn one that they are taking things as there own wanting what ever one has that which is of thought or that which one writes, claiming such thoughts as there own and meaning to profit whilst insisting that one should waste. They argue that one is not so clever, that one is thick and such intelligence can not be ones own and that I would have to prove that such thoughts are ones own.   


Squandering what ever potential one has but one is kept for experiments, kept as an human guinea pig. They will prevent earnings from ones written work, which has potential and has some value, ideas which need more research, but I need to put things aside and deal with there presence. Titles would be Truth, Freedom, or what does Freedom mean to you or such projects, Theories on Mind Control, Brain Washing the very nature of the Mind and Thoughts, Cancer. To the Truth of War or the Facts of War, suffix to say such ideas or theories are of thought.  


My chosen career is scientific research but one is forced out of academic progress, achievements, and has been unable to get back to research, and completion of my chemistry degree. I have theories to pursue, and the value of 
such Theories maybe priceless, but one has to put things aside and deal with there presence in ones head. The problem and the cause of much torment is the boasting by the organisation of taking things as there own. They argue that I would have prove that such thoughts are my own, or such ideas are my own, whilst the mean to accuse me of copying and stealing things. 
 

They will argue that one is not capable and thick,to insisting on knowing better and being better to claiming things as there own where they have been working on things and one has been kept out of such research. Whilst I argue it all proves they have no intentions of recognising anything about one, and I still have to protect such thoughts whilst they boast of making lots of money and being considered big, power-full and clever. They insist that one is  not so clever, arguing that one is thick and small and will continue to have one treated like a dog, and kept poor and inferior. 


They insist on marriage and would consider giving things back after one gets married whilst others including blacks argue that I would have prove that such thoughts are ones own, insisting on wanting me to follow through with an ten year plan they have for one, to become successful. But they want one insane an there is a lot of insanity, I guess much is done to cover up there conspiracy to drive one insane they just continue with this control of one until one goes insane or mental. 

Written work and ones ideas proves that one is not insane, that one thinks in an reasonable and logical manner, one should be consider normal if not intelligent or a Genius. They are messing up ones typing with then effects everything that one does including work, where one will be using computers and typing things up or entering information. 
 
They have conspired to keep one repressed throughout ones life, and all the damage means they intend to keep one repressed for the rest of one life, it is my only notes which is showing ones sanity and showing that one is capable, perhaps also proving that one is in this situation. That repression is extend to keeping one thoughts and ones mind repressed where they just refuse to get out of one head. 


They do not want me doing anything in ones life, finding reasons and motives for that purpose, including wanting one insane, covering up from keeping one as an 
Human Guinea Pig. The  point is that one is prevented from getting anywhere in life or doing anything in life, they are bound to where they just want to mess with one head. 

 
They are moving against one in many ways, not allowing the brain to function normally, proven by the lack of sleep, they are against ones every thought, hence pouncing one ones every thought. There presence in ones head allows them to interfere with all that one does, to being able to keep one mentally disturbed thus effecting all that one does in life. In isolation I would still progress academically, but implants and there presence has curbed such progress. 


They do want me to waste, saying as such with hate, where they have prevented me from living my life, boasting about blocking one in what ever one does whether that is social or in earning money,  where all sources of income are known to them, they will mess things up whether that is employment or other wise. 
Including compensation from case issues, there presence and use of implants, & 
conspiracy. 


One still has to earn and living and to get skilled and so on but there presence is cause of constant torment, whilst there conspiracy acts against one, where if it is possible to raise money or to have an business they would take such routes as there own, whilst preventing me from getting anywhere. 


I am able to repair build and fix laptops and computers and most other IT hardware, and have been buying broken hardware fixing things up and selling them on but alas they have caught on and blocked any means that one has to sell on. 
They are watching and knowing what one is doing and could be moving against one where things work and have worked for sometime but they may have caught on and put in there blocks and bungs in to prevent me from continuing to make money in such manner. 


I do think are causing issues and problems preventing me from continuing to make money not sure how it is all possible, but then it is all possible that things have gone wrong by natural causes but there presence means they are doing something and there Intentions to cause one difficulties means they are bound to cause the problem as they find a means to do so. 


One is an IT Technician, Network engineer, self taught but one is finding it difficult to get jobs in such a field whist the implants are bound to handicap one, there ability to mess with typing and with one brain will bring about unknown problems. It is an chance that one takes when entering employment. It is  not that one is not capable of doing the job but one is forced into errors and into making mistakes. 

The need for experience is also an handicapped followed by my age, it is all just much more easier from the organisation to have one wasted or repressed. 
One has been selling laptops on E-bay buying broken one and fixing them up and selling them on and making some money, but as soon as the know one is making money the want the business perhaps they have copied it over, whilst curbing ones ability to buy and sell. 


Not sure but one was selling laptops everyday, but I assume the conspiracy has caught up with one, and sabotaged the sales, and my ability to sell whilst the do voice there contempt, there stance at being against me on selling and others from buying from me.  Perhaps they are able to track buyers from email, and able to deter them, and perhaps they have placed an proxy server to stand between me and the internet, that way they are able to selectively filter what ever they want to and when and how often they want things blocked or filtered, including incoming and outgoing mail. 


Proxy sever could pose as an false internet server hence showing what they want one to see and allowing me that which they would approve or and only when and If they approve. It is not that far fetched it is all possible, and such things are used within the IT industry with big companies and business all the time  hence I assume one could use it with in an conspiracy, it would explain certain quires that comes up within the internet of the numerous emails – bouncing back. Well they are going to such lengths to control the brain and to interfere with the brain, therefore controlling and filtering the internet is not going to be  problem or much of an moral dilemma.   


Other issues on the sales of laptops which was doing well but then it all just cuts out nobody buys and nobody is interested, nobody quires then, I get a few quires and one sale a month, with complaints regarding the sale,but all laptops are fully checked before being sold and grantee to full work, possible I made an mistake or the laptop was damaged in transport or sabotage, but this continues in every sale I make for the next 3 or 4 laptops in an row, just issues that one has where previously I have had none.  


With complaints, but all issues are resolved with refunds, no problem but one still gets suspended from selling and is prevented from selling, they argue that my feed back is not good enough, even though I have all positive feed back and all laptops sold have responses of buyers being happy.  E-bay changed its policy
and insist on certain standards which one is not meeting hence one is then suspended. Other things of concern is that they do not want one considered capable of fixing laptops.   


One then opens other accounts and sells laptops straight away sold about 4 in row, and should be able to sell then all one time but some new listing policy has come about which prevents one from selling items within the same category over an short period of time, meaning that one can not sell more then one laptop, in an 90 point period. Now it could be this proxy sever which is then just feeding me all these policies and one just has access to that internet which is perhaps similar to an intranet of an business. Or maybe this policy is world wide or UK wide not sure but it is not what E-bay was designed for, where one is supposed to be able to sell and buy junk. 


One open accounts and is selling laptops again but they catch on and have again blocked things where it is possible for them to do so not sure if one would be able sell any more laptops, since it may just be passing through an local intranet,besides they know what one is doing at any one time. perhaps they are making sure that one is an loss on sales, a failure where the want one to fail in all that one does, to show and to argue to know better then one, then to deal with implants and conspiracy.  


They are an organisation which even though they are Asian or Blacks, with Whites 
deemed to be blame, and as such all aspects of this conspiracy and there objectives are very much active hence to control ones brain to use implant to keep one confined to the implants to cover up implants, perhaps none of there objectives have anything to do with justice, no matter which race they are. 


Organisation knows one is paying fees, they know how much I spend on building and repairing, getting parts and so on, to the conspiracy in which they are making sure that one fails in all that one does, including an business or making money or in an social life or an career or employment leading to dealing with implants and there presence. 


One was making money but they want to cost one,perhaps by making things more expensive, making sure that what ever I do in life does not work and is wrong. 
They will argue that one should go mental and be angry and fight over things, that they see no point in one reading or revising or studying or working or going out and getting a job, where one has to deal with implants and them all in ones head. 


I had fun fixing laptops, it was as experience, a learning curve but was also making money selling them, thus able to afford to continue with such an adventure. Alas perhaps the organisation has other ideas, hence has curbed such means of making money.  Whilst one is also able to make money from blogs where one does host blogs and should get money from advertisements, where papers are hosted up. They can be linked to advertisements, and able earn on every click of the add, perhaps get an small income. 


I have hosted up, plenty of things, including case notes on implants, fascism, this conspiracy to there presence, whilst aspects of ones genius is also hosted including an paper on human  nature and one of my breakthrough theories. Alas I find that my application for advertisements is blocked, rejected twice. Reasons give are that they refute the contents of ones blogs which is genius like, hence one is very much annoyed but again it would make sense if organisation was rejecting the contents. They insist the material is lacking in content, but alas I think the content Is quite valid. I also need more hits on my other blogs, more people to read or click in but the blogs are on implants and fascism, conspiracy which I guess would make many hits on the web. 


These blogs are on there presence what they are saying and ones thoughts, to arguments and case notes to ones own view of things, where many issues exist of them all wanting to talk to one and to know what one is thinking and ones thoughts alas the want to know ones mind alas nobody clicks or reads my blogs. 
They have no interest in allowing me to advertise, to make money. 

I was making money by selling items on E-bay, sold all sorts of items in numerous quantities and just making some money, and they know this, I guess they wish to put an end to ones source of income.  They are an conspiracy, thus may having an proxy sever put in place thus not allowing sales to be made to deterring buyer and what not. They know what I am doing and if it works they will copy one allowing themselves too make money whilst blocking me from doing so. Not sure of the extent of this conspiracy, but they have kept one repressed 
have curb any source of income or any means that I have of earning an living. 
That is given by ones Genius which is very much valid. 


They know that I am able sell items, make money and who is buying. Perhaps it has taken them while but they have caught up with that source of income. Perhaps they have curbed the number sales slowly, and could be doing anything from deterring buyers to hosting up an proxy sever to even sabotaging laptops, suffix to say they have prevented me from selling items all together. 


I used to be selling few items every week, to an laptop everyday and that changing to nothing. Not sure could be glitches in the software or it could be them all tampering around with the applications and programs to the effect of taking me of line. The idea of passing all traffic form my computer onto an proxy server is viable. Very much possible and allows them to control and interfere with all traffic to an from my computer, it is very much same way in which networks and servers work, all very much possible perhaps viable where they are already an conspiracy against one. 


The organisation would move to control all lines of communication between me and the rest of the world, that includes telephone, Tv and then why not the internet, where the do have control over ones brain what hear, see and know they are an organisation which has control over ones head and so why not the internet with itself being a means of communication. They could very much be blocking or monitoring all emails coming in and going out, to all messages, and communication well they are watching one so they do know of all communications and the do have control over all lines of communications so why not the ones computer and the internet also. 


Conspiracy are often without a trace hence one is not to know of there presence or actions, they are practice in cover-up there tracks, so many events could be as an result of conspiracy, to the fact that one has no friends no visitors or phone calls, to an notion that one is being alienated from society, awareness of the notion that one is considered insane with warnings against any association with one hence ones alienated, kept isolated. 


Organisation is just able to act against one, preventing me from doing things in life or making ones life difficult, creating and bringing up new policies, regulations which prevents one from selling items on ebay but also makes one life difficult, not sure if the polices are just applicable to myself or brought into effect to act against one or is just a change in regulations within ebay. 
It seems that I alone am bound to the new terms and conditions as specified by there new polices and not sure what else they are doing or have done but they are an organisation and an conspiracy whom have the objective of making ones life difficult and impossible or hell. 


They bring up new official polices or reasons preventing me from selling but issues and arguments exist in all aspects of ones attempts becoming successful in life, to being considered to old or no point to reading or studying that one would not get a job or the merit of ones genius alas whether one intelligence is ones own or not or thoughts. 


They have found a means to prevent one from selling or making money, that does also includes putting up advertisements with ones blogs, where I would earn money from those whom visit the site, sites in which one is writing about this conspiracy and there presence to showing the implants to having various other materials uploaded. I do feel that they organisation is acting against one and is moving against everything that one does in life for the purpose of control that control is perhaps some physiological victory where they mean to control ones head ones mind to go against ones every thought. 


So they are brining up polices which prevents me from selling thing on e-bay or making money by other means although it is small it is still about making some money, or having a little bit more then the would like one to have perhaps the freedom of being able to spend money and by what ever one wants where on selling laptops I would make some money and would also learn and practice my skills at building repairing laptops. 


Officially they are making things difficult, knowing what one is doing at anyone time they know the accounts information and the know I would not meet certain conditions if one does they would still find a  means of blocking one or preventing one from selling they are an conspiracy not without an trace hence with discrepancies in there actions.  I would not be surprised if it was them as an organisation whom was acting against one and preventing me from selling. 


I have sold laptops on all my accounts, and been selling them one after the other they catch on and find means of preventing one, conditions from not being able to sell two laptops within an 30 day period or that one account fails authentication which effects my accounts, to which there is an obvious flaw, whilst another reason, given is that one is not able to host the same item up within an 30 day period. OR that one has to meet there catalogue inclusions, in order to list items, after which one fails authentication which I have already passed  on signing and on selling other items. 


Alas one is then subjected to the possibilities of sabotage, where they know the items has sold and to whom and just have to damage the laptop to mess up the sale, alas one feels the are countering and conspiring against what ever one does to progress in life they are bound to where they are an conspiracy against one and against ones every thought. They do want one to fail in things, for what ever reason, suffix to say I have sold laptops on all my accounts, but they need to curb ones progress to keep one repressed. 


They know things are successful hence unable to find and legit means of preventing one, or reason why one should not pursue such ideas or projects, hence they just find other means of preventing one or curbing ones progress. 
Perhaps curbing fees and messing with the application, if an false application is presented, all of which is possible via proxy servers, and deemed viable since the e-bay user interface has not changed in over 10 years, whilst all other  web based application and interfaces have changed. 


Perhaps they are curbing the final fee or sale of the laptop fiddling with the figures and polices, able to bring out new rules and regulations which make things difficult for myself as an sellers. E-bay was meant for selling rubbish just for selling unwanted goods, and swapping items with other people, and not monitoring was existed or terms and conditions of sales but such conditions have been brought in to restrict sales. 


If it is going to proxy server, then perhaps it is they whom are purchasing items over a period of time not allowing for sales to occur out right and in one go, where many items would sell out right, where I have sold a lot of rubbish for sum of money,and I guess they have turned there attention onto that 
side of things, to the effect of costing one, to reducing one profits and to ague that one is failed or an failure.

 
They allow for things to slowly trickle as opposed to being to allowed to list all my laptops and other items and to sell them all in one go, this curbing of sales has been around for few years, there presence and conspiracy is around for over 10 years so there actions against one with respect to such sales may also be for very long time I guess from an point where sales have decreased. It is then an issue of conspiracy will prevent one from doing anything and everything in life. 


They know what one is doing to counter there conspiracy or restrictions, where all accounts opened have worked and have sold but they know of this and well e bay could have caught up with the accounts or the organisation is moving against one, and preventing sales and adding restrictions to ones account. They accounts work well and the still work but just restricted, and prevented if one passed the restriction. It is difficult to become successful in life but to be hindered and prevented is annoying and frustrating when it is polices and insanity when it is conspiracy.  
 

They have conspired to reduce sales, curbing sales all together, for few years, 
where the want one to waste and do not want one doing anything life or getting anywhere in life. On laptops, I was selling laptops as fast as I  could rebuild then and host them up,  and was doing OK, but one is not able to get an flow going, whilst I think I sales would increase within  an recession, alas again the conspiracy must be active and moving against sales. I have started selling again and laptops are being sold, to which polices and restrictions are being applied, curbing ones sales. 


Sales have been prevented cause new polices regarding feed back levels and information provided by customers all of which are positive but they argue that it does not meet there standards. Whilst 3 negative feed back and 3 resolutions counted against one but all matters were resolved. But do not think that my account should have been suspended, because of the lack of feed back or some mathematical summation of my account performance.  Perhaps that is conspiracy an example of its use of policy making and regulations to hinder ones life. 


Ones accounts are suspended prevent me from selling altogether.  Reasons given are that one is not meeting there standards as an seller, that my feedback is not high enough it is positive but not high enough and does not meet there standards.  Whilst I have received some negative feedback but that was in April with all such issues have being resolved, after which I have continued to sell laptops. 



Suffix to say I have gone on to sell laptops throughout the year 2011 with positive feedback, and without any further issues or problems but at the start of 2012 they have curbed all future sales based on events I guess of April 2011 and are preventing me from listing items. They sent emails warning one of performance levels which is just based on feed back, but nobody is required is send feed back, so the lack of feed back would also count against one. 


They act to curb the number of items that I can put on sale.  It all could be some policy of E-bay but it is new and E-bay is known for allowing all sorts of items and second hand items to sell and buy without regulations. But it also could be very much a conspiracy and very much the actions of an organization which is wanting me forced into debt and to curb any sources of income. To keep one repressed and isolated. 


The organisation is against me from selling and making money and have voiced there disapproval, where I do have the potential to make money from sales of laptops. It is possible the organisation has moved to make sure that the sales are reduced slowly to being none existent and preventing me from selling all together, insisting on taking me of line and keeping one isolated and controlled. 


Perhaps also curbing my profits where they know the sums, how much buy and spends on broken laptops, and the profits one makes, hence reacting to it perhaps wanting the business from themselves, as means of making money. To forcing one to give up where profits are down, or one goes into an loss. 


An organisation is conspiring too keep one repressed and perhaps the see that one is not repressed enough, hence curbing what ever one does in isolating including writing, reading, studying to that of selling on ebay. They know I am selling and they have perhaps moved to prevent that source of income all together. Not sure in respect of other aspects of there conspiracy or what they may have done, where they could be fiddling around with the figures, not sure but being an conspiracy that wants to cost one then maybe they are doing so.